Thursday, October 22, 2009

cryin is not a big crime...

i cry...n cry n cry...
i can't help myself anymore.
i cry when i see da person that i luv most is suffering. i can't deal with it.
i'm so sorry coz i'm 2 weak infront of both of u.
i'm so sory i'm not with u in dis moment
i'm so sory i'm 2 bz wit my studyng n i tend to 4get u.
plz 4give me. i miz u so much
i want to be with u al da tyme...n plz Ya Allah give me sum strength. i can't handle it alone i need UR support. i need every1 support.

n now during dis writng my tear drop like a rain.
sory i need 2 stop now.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Patientku....

semalam i went 2 hospital sg.buloh for a visit. da whole class went 2 visit. dlm 20. so kami bertolak dr puncak alam kol 7.45. semasa dalam perjalan diri sgt kosong. i don't noe why maybe because i dunno no anythng. i x tau nak buat aper nnti kat patient2 yang banyk kat hospital 2. after we each kat hospital. kami ekori PN.kay our xizhuren. Pn.Kay sgt berpengalaman. then she ask our group 2 devide by 2. 10 go 2 out patient and 10 lagi g round kat orthopedic wad. so i decide 2 went to out patient wad. we wait there for a patient 2 come.

1st patient is coming. he is a retired army n he play volleyball. so he get his injured knee when he paly volleyball. his ant meniscus da nipis. so dier berjalan dier akan rase pain. so wut we do is 2 give him an exercise. nk ilangkan pain mmg kena buat op but he refused to do it. his aim is just 2 reduce pain. we do balance training, cycling, n then strengthng exec with a weight.

banyk sangat patient wak2 2. n da most interesting thng is that i got 2 see Cp child. nak ngis sgt wak2 tgk. sgt kesian. but i manage 2 control my emo. i said 2 myself do not cry. kalau ko keja betol2 there is hundreds of them nnti come 2 u, 2 hav a tx. semuanye dugaan TUHAN.

then tyme to go round to da wad. bnyk gile pesakitnye. 1st wad is wad laki. fully yang masuk nye adalah motor accdnt. patah cni patah sana. banyk coz rempit la. diabetes pon ada. da amputee da. so bnyk sgt pengalaman yg i tgk kat sana. i love da stituation. cant wait 2 go for my clinical.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

derma darah



last thurs i donate sum of my blood...n i juz noe tat i'm AB type. hahahah...2 la x penah derma darah... at 1st i was totally scared coz da rumours sayin tat "sakit tau" "jarum 2 besar la" "nnti ko akan naik berat bdn la" "bengkak la tgn ko"...but i try to be a +ve thinker n get tru it. nasib baik ader wawa...we both talk n talk n talk n talk...blahblahblah..n finally i didn't feel anything...i feel so damn gud...smpai 1 thp i said 2 myself...do donate urself every 3 months..u can help 1 nyawa... i like da stituation n i juz hope it was not da last blood donation i did. InsyaAllah... owh ya n tat juga i hav a presentation...i feel gud tenng coz da abis my keja...



1st check point: test my hb...ckp ke x tok donate (kami dlm keadaan cuak sgt)


alhamdulillah bende yg baik selalu direstui oleh NYA...dpt gak donate (wawa n me)


my blood
lps 2 tyme 2 eat...balik kn energy balik...

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

morning....

now it is 4.24 a.m. n i still awake coz i hav lots of thing in my mind...
  • my ass need 2 be done...esp cc..due on thurs
  • n sumthng that gonna be happen dis thurs..so afraid bout i noe benda 2 sgt baik . so i wanna do it...(i will tell u la8)
  • dis fri i hav a presentation ortho bout fracture of malleolus
  • ow ya dis fri juga i hav grooming bengkel...organized by physio part 7...
  • n dis sat i hav practical exam on hbu...
td petng sgt pent la (tues) coz in practical class kitaorng kena buat aerobic ngn bmanja...then proceed 2 yoga lak...tertonggek sana n cni...kelakar pon ader...but it was an exercise class so sesuai la 2...yg beshnye psng cd from denise n kami pon follow her steps...very2 exhausted tol...

then after exercise clas is aerobic yg tol2 nye...lg la pent...but i enjoy la...sgt2 fun...
after da blk kels kol 7 2...kol 8 ader kelas koko lak...sgt2 pent coz kena naik tgga mcm batu caves 2...so i decide 2 borrow jaza's car la...thnks jaza...i owe u....
owh ya i need to proceed ngn my ass la.
so chow dlu...
lols...x0x0...